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Monday, June 23, 2014

Hill Country : Purple Nettle


Hill Country

Just back from a week trip wandering through the Hill Country. ……mostly just enjoying scenery and spending time together, healing.
Took lots of pictures this is the first in a series of drawings from my shots.

Sunday, April 13, 2014

Therapy

Yes, I am drowning myself in this art. It is good therapy. I don't feel like I can write yet. It will come back.

Wednesday, March 19, 2014

pears


blue barn


What Can't Be Written

Finally I had to close the book,
take a furlough. The language
though rare, raw-boned,
was only words,
squiggles cavorting
across a page.

My eyes grew red
but not with tears. I wanted
to circumnavigate those lines,
sail straight into that searing sea
the poet swam, but instead
I shut the book.

                I sat on my park bench, book in lap,
                and real poetry leapt to life before my eyes.

A brunette child on tiptoe
lifted a fistful of her mother's hair
to her nose as if
it were a buttercup.
She closed her eyes, lashes
thick as sable brushes against her her cheeks,

and when she opened them again,
alliteration laughed aloud.
My heart seized
as my hand rose
to my face, invisible curl captured
in childish fingers

I breathed the fragrance of my mother's hair,
her neck, her ear.
I thought I might drop right there
in a puddle of tears, even if strangers
thought me a lunatic

Contained in one instant,
forgiving time delivered  lifetimes,
a verse so fully drawn, and when you stood
behind me and asked what was wrong,
I couldn't explain. The moment
had passed beyond words.

             


Avalanches

Living at sea level
ice is foreign,
Avalanches don't come
from hulking mountains
that dissolve in a blur of whiteness,
blankness, blindness,
empty cold.
Tears don't freeze,
become snowflakes on lashes.
Shoulders don't sink
into endless, powdery pillows,
too tired to move, roped
to oblivion. Lost

But avalanches come,
even in the swelter of summer.
Warm waves
crash down as suddenly as snow,
swallow up breath in salty gasps,
thrashing rasps. clenched teeth,
flailing in space. Papery lids fold
over dead iris eyes,
a shutter, Click.

Wednesday, March 12, 2014

Jed

My heart is broken and may never heal. Years back I wrote a poem for my son detailing his growth from infancy to manhood . In the last verse I expressed an idea that has proven to be untrue…….for I have outlived my child and did indeed see "the finished work". Still I want to share this poem in his honor..

Clay

You were clay,
all red and bumpy,
seven pounds
of unformed clay.
I looked at the lump of you,
imagined the shape
you would become, puzzled
at the slice of someone else
wrinkling your forehead,
your hair the color of rose quartz.
What to call you,
how to spell it, little efforts
to bend the still soft edge of you,
to cast a mold to hold
your undecided face
For everyday
I watched your profile move.
Your chin, your cheek,
the bridge of your nose altered.
Your voice deepened.
Your legs lengthened.
My star-eyed sculpture
twisted under unseen hands,
a project I might only watch.
Still I celebrated each change.
each chip of the chisel
each smoothing out,
the way your contours chose to shift
like fresh art everyday.

And still I know
I'll not see the finished work.
Life is not through
modeling your clay.

Saturday, August 24, 2013

another found poem


signs in a yard in december
keep out
private drive
no trespassing
i have a gun and will use it
Merry Christmas

    Found poetry project/ the Guardian


    http://www.theguardian.com/books/booksblog/2013/aug/09/poster-poems-found-poetry-cutup-collage

    Wife 350

    What are numbers? Just numbers.

    Hamilton was a poet
    And Simone re-imagined poets as poems.
    There were many types:
    Formal poems, odd poems, happy poems.
    Run loose poems,
    Seriously rich poems.

    She saw his work as a fancy game:
    Scrambling words into breaks,
    making prose more like music,
    considering his own idea a breakthrough
    but really just making Scottish of a Latin text.

    Still Simone understood the basic rules.
    Poetry was supposed to remake the ordinary.
    His poems were just strange.

    For his part,
    Hamilton found her kind in the start,
    entertaining 
    but literally third best at scrambled eggs.

    They never discussed the controversial recipe,
    unearthed from a book of original slave documents.
    It involved taking a collage of ingredients from the fridge,
    mixing in concrete,
    adding tasty bits only with the lefthand
    and pouring over cereal.

    He wolfed it down
    then had to call the doctor.

    And she cut up his newspaper.

    In the fourth month.
    after a bad night of writing,
    he saw a boat,
    went fishing, 
    left a note (often written for a break-up)

    What are numbers?
    Perhaps he might do better
    with wife 350
    One 

    Saturday, August 03, 2013

    Need to post this before it slips away.






    Making War

    Gremlins play hockey here at night
    on knife blade skates sharp and bright
    Pucks crisscross the cold tile floor,
    crash against the closet door

    Charging on from room to room,
    they fire off lightning shots of doom,
    gambol closer to the goal 
    and spit out laughter coarse and bold

    Beware- 

    a hoarse and threatening voice
    demands (as if I had a choice)

    Beware yourself-

    I answer back
    (with courage that they know I lack)

    I’ve bubbles here, robust and thick
    enough to break a hockey stick
    I puff them out with my short breath
    These quivering rainbow balls of death

    I hear a snort, a chortling yelp 
    then realize that it’s myself
    Sitting upright in the bed,
    a warrior’s scarf around my head 

    They still play hockey in the dark
    Still cavort and shout and bark
    I chase them back with bubbles fat
    Sometimes I wield a nerf foam bat

    The score gapes wider than before
    But I’ll not be frightened anymore